So I figured I'd have a heck of a lot more time to write an update for you all, but it's already 10:20pm, I have a cold, and need to leave at 8:00am for my four hour drive to college.Needless to say, I'm super super pumped! The car is finally packed and I have 3 mixed CDs to play the whole way.
Intake was shit the past two days- 800 one day, 1200 the next. Today was much better with just 600 calories. Hopefully I'll have 400 calories or less tomorrow- yay for no snacking while driving!
I can't wait to walk all over campus, work out at the fitness center right across from my dorm, and meet awesome new people. I'm feeling a bit more confident, though my weight is now hovering around 134.6 lbs (weighed in about 3 days ago). I know my goal was to be under 130 lbs and I fucked up majorly, but I'm not going to beat myself up too much about it. I know I can be 120 lbs by September 1st- 12 days. Or is that impossible to lose that much in so little time? Shit. I'll quit being lazy and actually workout a crap ton and see where it gets me. Cross your fingers!
I'm looking for some trigger books to start reading. Now that I'll finally be out of the house, I'll be able to have those books without stirring up any suspicions. Got any suggestions?
Stay strong, lovelies!
Kiss kiss, Violet <3
4 comments:
Ahh! So exciting :) That's so awesomee. It's good that you wont be able to snack in the car. Gosh, I am just so pumped for you :P It'll be good not to worry about raising suspecions now. You can definetly get into the 20's! Stay strong lovely ladyy. Drive safely.
Oh, I love you too! Just saying :)
Hey!
This is so exciting, I hope you have so much fun at college.
and so what if you're 3 pounds over what you wanted to be, haha it could be a lot worse.
I hope all sorts of good things happen to you at college.
Enjoy and happy driving
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Ahh enjoy college! It is teh best time to start over! If you go in there with people knowing that you dont eat much, they wont be so suspicious because they will think that you have always been like that! That is what i did!
Good luck!! You will have so much fun! And good job on getting a dorm right opposite the gym!
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theres a fitness center?? thats fucking awesome! even if it were possible/impossible to lose over 14lbs in 12 days doesn't mean you can try ;)
you got the drive, now go forth doll
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